These nice smiles, fake or real dont make me feel good anymore i am yearning for a cosmic feeling. I am missing all of a sudden many things in life viz., happiness, satisfaction, food, family, lover, hugs, kisses, adventure, friends, geekiness, motivation, direction, determination, dedication, sanity, zeal, trance-filled effects and in the end i feel i am missing myself and living a life of some unknown uncared item that nobody cares what happens to it in life.
I have become my own unattended unthoughtful conscious whose correctness is crushed under careless caricature alike crudeness of corruptness conglomerated with cruel unsure craziness!
Sometimes you get to think that maybe it would have been better if all this did not happen because when you see me now, you feel you have made me change. Change the course of life. As if I was going on my own way and you feel that you have pulled me away of that road and got me on a foggy unsafe and dangerous one. Well let me tell you the road of life is in itself foggy,unsafe and dangerous, yet the looking glass that you have given me has provided me with wider dimensions and made me look at it as beautiful and mystically magnificent, however the glass is so wonderful that my
wandering wonder has captured its fantasy, fantastically involving me in its beauty, your beauty gives me a sight of heavens. And when you feel you are in heaven, its obvious for one to feel to not want anything but that bliss that is generated every time, that makes me fly and nothing new to care. Its not you but me, my mystical mist covered mind that has been so fantasized by the fabulous-ness that i cant seem to see the ground and the ground reality that its all in the end just an unsafe foggy journey, yet i want to take this journey with you, for my mind is probably contaminated but so well hallucinated in this beautiful world of ours that i cant go back to where i was.
I want this bliss to make my unsafe foggy journey a feeling filled final fantasy of life for more than this i dont foresee anything for now. My such fabulously foolish words, i know, would leave you at a point where you have no words to say but just to listen to it and maybe cry a bit, smile a bit and give a warm love filled hug which accompanied with a honey filled sweeter than sweet smile would get me normalized to normal sane man’s language yet heighten my bliss and such craziness hidden yet strong!
This lovely bliss lustrously illuminating my heart and mind and showing me a halo of light around your face making me feel you are my angel of life forever who shall stay that way for i see nothing else as important as that gloom in your eyes when a smile as good as the spring daffodils swinging, spring birds singing is spread on your face like a melody
soothing fills my ears. I see nothing but that smiling face that lovely shiny eye with love filled like the oceans on earth, sometimes i am obliged to admit that it is salty and not enjoyable mostly but that sweet nectar that comes out of the fresh mountains growing in your heart, those small droplets they make me faint, make me die, yet the practicality of this poor world makes me poorer while my richness of bliss fills up my heart ready to showered upon but having no means suffers like the lava in an unsolicited volcano. It just wants to be freed!
Come shower upon me, as soothingly refreshing as the monsoon’s first rain and cool me down with your chilled touch that makes my heart skip beating. I am willingly Wishing to be evaporated but the chillness of your touch and the warmth of smile form a colorful symphony that makes my heart sing before it can melt away. Make me melt away and fade away from this foggy unsafe journey of life, make me wash away all my fears with my non-existence because
my existence being apart and farther has so much fear evoked in itself that i fear that i will be taken over by the fear and fear would be demonise me, for as a demon, my fear shall grow forcing all my love to be lost in your inner mind’s vulnerability which seems to make small waves on the outer but has a larger, calmer yet high potential to destroy the whole path that i intend to carry on!
Keep it calm and yet force my fear away with the strength of that calm patient soothing smiling face which has a potential to make everything seem astounding and feed me fresh air from in forms of small waves, stall me at times yet keep me in the saner world. Keep me cool and wet with the charming rain from your glooming eyes. Give me a small part of you that i can adore and keep with me always. soft to feel cared and loved yet strong to face the unsafe world that i can fight with, one handed!. With the other hand i want to hold your hands and walk with you making the way clearer, prettier, and in the end walk in the beautiful path of life and perish in your arms closing my eyes on cloud nine. Caring for nothing but looking and melting in those shiny pair of eyes which would have been my world till death and maybe after too.Do this little favor for that mistake of giving me a kaleidoscopic looking glass. This is all what i want in return would you?
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